
Brother's Keeper
[Intro] I told him I’d always be there. Told him to be strong, to be quiet, to fight like I did. But I wasn’t there when the fight turned on him. And now... I'm the one still breathing. [Verse 1] He was thirteen, I was dopesick Taught him fists before forgiveness Said, “Don’t you cry—just swing,” While I bled into the floor, twisted School calls, I ghost it He walks home past them vultures All I passed down was silence And that silence grew into culture [Verse 2] Mama prayed, I cursed the sky Told him “faith don’t patch no bones” He watched me lie to every soul Then blame the world when I felt alone I was big brother, battle-worn Taught him wrong like I was right Now his name’s carved in that stone And I’m the one stuck screaming at night [Pre-Chorus] And I ain’t ask for redemption But God, I wish I’d paid attention He walked the trail I blazed in blood Now I drown in the price of my lessons [Chorus] I was supposed to be his keeper But I was barely keepin’ me Told him how to fight the reaper But I never taught him peace He carried all my shadows Wore my war just like a crown And now I’m the last one standin’ While he’s buried in the ground [Verse 3] He called me once, voice all cracked Said he felt like givin’ up I said “man up, don’t be weak,” Then I poured another cup Didn’t know that was goodbye Didn’t know he’d make that call Now every time the phone rings I flinch like I could stop the fall [Verse 4] Saw his face in my rearview Ghost in glass, blink then gone I talk to him through gravel Like regret could right what’s wrong Put his chain around my neck Tat his name across my skin But ink and iron don’t erase What I could’ve done back then [Pre-Chorus] No prayers ever came through clean Just echoes of what should’ve been I lit the fire, he took the heat And I’m still here... drowning in sin [Final Chorus] I was supposed to be his keeper But I was barely keepin’ me Told him how to fight the reaper But I never taught him peace He wore my pain like armor Took my rage into the night Now I’m beggin’ for forgiveness From a grave that don’t hear right [Outro] Ain’t no angels comin’ for me. But if you see my brother... tell him I finally learned how to cry.

