[Verse 1] I wake up late again Same gray on my skin Plate on the table But I don't feel like eatin' Phone in my hand Still I don't call back I let the whole world down Then I stare at the crack I feel like a shadow Under my own bed Try to get moving But the day feels dead I push you away Then I hate myself for it Say I need space When I really need more of it [Pre-Chorus] I'm stuck in my head Like a room with no door I keep asking why But I can't ask for more If I fade a little Would you even know? I'm right here But I feel so low [Chorus] I'm disappearing Slow, slow, slow I'm disappearing I don't even know I push you away Then I beg you stay I'm disappearing Day by day I'm disappearing Look at me go I'm disappearing I'm a ghost at home I say I'm okay But I never am I'm disappearing Again and again [Verse 2] I talk to the mirror Like it's gonna talk back All I see is damage And the things I lack Can't trust my own mind It keeps twisting the knife One minute I'm fine Next minute I want to hide I don't want your pity I don't want your fight I just need the silence Till I can see light But every small win Feels too far away And the fear in my chest Never goes away [Pre-Chorus] I'm stuck in my head Like a room with no door I keep asking why But I can't ask for more If I fade a little Would you even know? I'm right here But I feel so low [Chorus] I'm disappearing Slow, slow, slow I'm disappearing I don't even know I push you away Then I beg you stay I'm disappearing Day by day I'm disappearing Look at me go I'm disappearing I'm a ghost at home I say I'm okay But I never am I'm disappearing Again and again [Bridge] If I go quiet Don't call it cold It's just the weight I been told to hold I don't need fixing I need a hand Need somebody patient Who can understand 'Cause I still want love Even when I can't feel it Still want to live Even when I can't see it If I say I'm lost Don't let me drown Just stay a while Pull me back down [Chorus] I'm disappearing Slow, slow, slow I'm disappearing I don't even know I push you away Then I beg you stay I'm disappearing Day by day I'm disappearing Look at me go I'm disappearing I'm a ghost at home I say I'm okay But I never am I'm disappearing Again and again
