Not Afraid of Blue

[Intro] [Soft Piano / Distant Synth / Breath Vocal] I wake up with a weight on my chest Another morning, another test My thoughts are running circles in my head Saying things I wish they never said Maybe I'm broken, maybe I'm tired Maybe my heart has just been wired To find a reason to blame myself For every little thing I couldn't help [Verse 1] I overthink the words you said Replay them over in my head A simple look becomes a warning sign And I turn every silence into a crime I build a thousand doors inside my mind Then wonder why I can't get outside I'm fighting ghosts nobody else can see They're only pieces of the old me [Pre-Chorus] I know the dark is not the truth But it feels so real when I'm alone Every doubt becomes a voice Every choice becomes a question Maybe I don't have to run Maybe I don't have to hide From the colors underneath my eyes [Chorus][Melancholic Blues] I'm not afraid of blue Even when it pulls me through All the sadness in my heart All the thoughts that tear me apart If my sky turns into blue I'll breathe until the storm moves through [Verse 2] Sometimes I smile just to survive Pretending I'm perfectly fine But underneath this quiet face There's a war I never learned to name I measure every little mistake Wondering how much more I can take Why do I keep hurting myself With expectations nobody else felt? I say, "Tomorrow I'll be better" Like happiness comes with a deadline But maybe healing isn't something I can force with a perfect timeline [Pre-Chorus] So let the silence fill the room Let every heavy thought come through I don't need to solve them all I don't need to understand Maybe my heart is asking me To stop treating pain like an enemy [Chorus] I'm not afraid of blue Even when it pulls me through All the sadness in my heart All the thoughts that tear me apart If my sky turns into blue I'll breathe until the storm moves through [Bridge] [Minimal Piano / Whisper Vocal] Maybe blue is not the end Maybe darkness doesn't mean I'm lost Maybe I can sit beside myself Without asking what is wrong I don't have to win this fight tonight I don't have to make everything right For once, I'll let my tired heart rest Without demanding it be its best [Chorus] I'm not afraid of blue There's a softer side of truth Even sadness has a place Even tears can leave a trace If my sky turns into blue I'll stay until the light comes through [Outro] [Soft Piano / Fading Synth] Blue doesn't mean I'm broken Blue doesn't mean I'm lost It's only one more color Inside this complicated heart I'm not afraid of blue Not anymore.