Verse 1 Three a.m. and the ceiling’s cracking Underneath the weight of my head Every conversation loops in circles Like a movie I never wanted instead There’s a shadow in the corner talking Fluent in my worst regrets Telling me I should’ve said it different Like I could outrun what’s already said Pre-Chorus I keep chasing silence But my mind won’t let it land Every little memory Shatters like glass inside my hands Chorus I’m tired of not being tired Lying awake while the whole world sleeps Running marathons through old mistakes And ghosts that still breathe on me Staring into the dark abyss Like maybe it’ll answer back But every road I walk at midnight Just keeps leading to the past And I’d let it all go If I knew how to loosen my grip Yeah, I’m tired of not being tired And exhausted from living like this Verse 2 Every tiny crack becomes an earthquake Every word grows teeth at night I build disasters out of silence Strike the match then fear the light I know some things were never fixable Even with time in my hands But my mind keeps searching through the wreckage Trying to change what already happened Pre-Chorus And the window wears the morning Like a warning dressed in blue Another night spent fighting battles Nobody else could see me lose Chorus I’m tired of not being tired Lying awake while the whole world sleeps Running marathons through old mistakes And ghosts that still breathe on me Staring into the dark abyss Like maybe it’ll answer back But every road I walk at midnight Just keeps leading to the past And I’d let it all go If I knew how to loosen my grip Yeah, I’m tired of not being tired And exhausted from living like this Bridge Maybe peace is just a moment Not a place I get to stay Maybe healing isn’t silence Maybe it’s surviving one more day Final Chorus I’m tired of not being tired Of carrying storms I can’t undo Watching sunrise through the blinds again After another night with you But somewhere underneath the static There’s a pulse that still cuts through Maybe one day sleep will find me Before these thoughts do too Yeah, I’m tired of not being tired But I’m still making it through Outro Maybe one day I’ll close my eyes Without replaying every wound Maybe one day the silence comes And finally lets me through I’m tired of not being tired….
