You saved me I couldn’t save you Maybe that’s the truth of it Maybe there was never a way I could reach you No matter how hard I tried to break through Or maybe it was me Maybe I was already too far gone Too worn down Too emptied out Hoping with nothing really left inside me You sound optimistic And I don’t understand how How somebody who’s seen what you’ve seen Could still believe there’s light at the end of anything Because every time people talk about a tunnel All I see is the train Coming straight for me again Ready to drag me back Back Back down that track What’s the point of this life If I can’t steer straight If every time I gain traction Something throws me right back where I started There’s only so much a person can take And if you were beside me Then maybe I’d finally understand What you meant when you said You don’t go where people push you Only where you choose to go That kind of will That refusal to bend I only ever saw that in my mother Except she was cruel with it Cold with it She never carried anyone but herself She was never really a mother to this girl Not once Not through any part of her life So when I wanted to burn everything down When I wanted to set the whole fucking stage on fire I thought you’d be the one standing beside me Because you knew I know you knew And you knew that I knew it too But you wouldn’t do it with me And now you wanna pull us both out But I don’t wanna come back up anymore Just let me drown Let me drown I’ve sunk too far now It feels too late now Save yourself instead Because I’m going down. ……. Deeply angry, self destructive and emotionally damaged, ok so we won’t drown together if we were to sink and go down but not together, It’s ok u don’t romanticise, nor do I when I know we both be only wanting to feel affection and loved inside, this is the things you and I hide, I guess I could say you saved me You saved me I couldn’t save you This is probably true Not as much as I’d like to, Because u know it yourself couldn’t said it better myself that you could see ima wreck I’m a fuckn mess and I couldn’t i if I tried to sort my shit out get my life sorted it what the fuck for all it takes is someone else to bring me back down and Il be lowering again down where people can’t see where people walk all over ya where people don’t give a fuck about ya but they love to use ya what you do what you say disregarded cos they the better guy, But you we can sure shit we don’t compare shit Ok yeah we might have our opinions But this is where I wana hear em and I think you do too So keep em comin Cos your flow I relate this is what I mean when I see you in me or is it me in you Either one you can’t say from what you know that this at the least isn’t the slightest bit true? Cos there mightn’t be a way that I could if I tried to get through to you Or was it me who that be Broken too far gone Hoping I don’t have much left in me But you sound optimistic And how could somebody so pessimistic see the light at the end of the tunnel all I’d see if it were any light to me would be the train about to hit me down and take me back as it carries me back back back down that track what’s the point of thais life if I can’t steer straight or if I can’t keep the traction and I keep getting set back on that track it’s fucked there’s only gonna be so much that I can take so if you by my side then il understand just how you said wen we met that you don’t go anywhere that anyone wants you too unless its you who wants to, that kind of strong will and not budging for another is something I seen in my mother except she was a nasty bitch she don’t care about another except herself she never was a mum to this girl never throughout her whole life so when I see you ain’t gna walk with me if only we coulda walked like I wanted to set the fucking stage on fire I wanted to burn that fuckker down, in flames u ablaze and stand back with you my new friend my pyromaniac you knew your shit you were the one who I needed there that night but I respect ya and I guess this is where we grew to be tight with one another you I know be the only one who knew what to do I knew you knew and you knew it too but you wouldn’t stand by me to do that But I’ll still stand here with ya together but I don’t want to be saved boy so remember this how I won’t make you go anywhere you don’t want to, if you see me drown please let me go down I don’t want to be saved Living this life is just to be a slave being slaved to a fucking grave so if I drown then boy luv ya and all but let me sink and fall to the bottom let me drown I wana go down So let me drown Let me drown But now then if I go down I wana Drown So save yourself and no one else Don’t save me, nah not me cos if I’m going down then let me drown
