Beautiful Damage (Remix)

I was missing you... Listening to the beautiful damage you left behind... Thought they could save me, keep me tied But the air in my lungs broke Cold sweat, shattered breath Replacing the calm inside my chest It’s not that the music lost its grace It’s just the weight of realizing— Like a ton of bricks crashing down... You’re not coming back. Not this time. You stand there, watching me break Saying it’s nothing, calling it small Beautiful damage laid bare for the world to see I can feel your fleeting animosity Crushing my last grip on reality No warning signal in the sky When everything falls to the ground Ruining the quiet edge of dawn leaving me and my cursed spirit Holding on, even when it tears us down Because I have to keep hoping Or I’m left with nothing at all Nothing to pull me through the dark Nothing to fill the hollow with your mark I’m grieving the good things in my head Placing a frantic hope in my cold bed And you just stand there, watching me break Saying it’s nothing, refusing to call A beautiful damage laid bare for the world to see I’m still here shaking away the pain and guilt Holding my breath while gripping reality Turning the key back to autopilot... Sinking deep into the numbness... No more feeling. Just surviving the living...