apathy

[INTRO | low, almost monotone] [HOOK | simple, numb, slightly melodic] I think I lost somethin’, I can’t feel the same Good or bad, it just feel the same You laugh, I nod, but I don’t engage Like I’m there, but I’m outta range I don’t mean it, I just stay detached Miss the moment, always late to catch If you talk deep, I don’t know how to act I just say “yeah”… and fall right back [VERSE 1 | real-life, subtle behaviors] You ever hear a joke and don’t laugh once Then fake a smile ‘cause you have to? Everybody vibin’, I’m outta touch Tryna feel somethin’, I just can’t move Phone ring twice, I let that die Not ‘cause I’m busy, I just don’t try Text come through, I read, don’t reply Then feel kinda bad… but not enough to try I zone out mid-conversation Miss whole parts, lose information They say somethin’, I give a statement But it don’t match the situation [PRE-HOOK | slight awareness creeping in] I know it look like I don’t care at all But I swear I do… it just don’t show It’s like my brain just hits a wall And everything slow [HOOK | slightly fuller, still restrained] I think I lost somethin’, I can’t feel the same Good or bad, it just feel the same You laugh, I nod, but I don’t engage Like I’m there, but I’m outta range I don’t mean it, I just stay detached Miss the moment, always late to catch If you talk deep, I don’t know how to act I just say “yeah”… and fall right back [VERSE 2 | deeper, more introspective] I remember when shit used to hit Music felt deep, I’d sit with it Now it just play, I don’t feel shit Like I hear it… but I ain’t in it People say I changed, I guess I did Less reactive, more closed in Not depressed, just… stuck like this Like I lost range of what I can give I miss cues, don’t read the room Say the wrong thing at the wrong time too Then replay it later in my room But in the moment I got no clue [BRIDGE | stripped, almost spoken] I don’t think I’m cold… I just think I’m… disconnected Like everything around me matters… But it don’t register [FINAL HOOK | same melody, slightly more weight] I think I lost somethin’, I can’t feel the same Good or bad, it just feel the same You laugh, I nod, but I don’t engage Like I’m there, but I’m outta range I don’t mean it, I just stay detached Miss the moment, always late to catch If you talk deep, I don’t know how to act I just say “yeah”… and fall right back