[Intro: Mumble] F**k a therapist, my cup be my confession booth Told my bitch, ‘I love you,’ but I meant my double deuce My D**k hard but my life soft, feel like rubber boots I ain't kill myself, but shit, I think I'm coming soon [Verse: Slurred] F**k a 9-to-5, I been workin' on this styrofoam P***y callin' me, but Percocet hit up my phone N***as talkin' heaven, I been trappin' in the dead zone Told that P***y ‘Wait a sec,’ lean got my D**k in airplane mode My shooter got a shooter, bitch, my trigger got a safety If my heart stop, F**k it, tell that bitch to come replace me Drugs talkin’ dirty, lean be tellin’ me, ‘Go crazy’ Told my bitch, ‘I'm loyal’ but these pills been tryna date me N***as flexin' Audis, but my wrist do Lamborghini P***y gettin’ wetter when she see my chain tsunami I been drownin’ in the syrup, this my motherF**kin’ hobby And if heaven got a plug, bitch, the angels better find me Devil watchin’ close, but these racks got me blind Fell asleep inside my cup, woke up with God on the line Told him, ‘Wait, my double cup still full, I ain’t ready’ He said, ‘Boy, you livin’ fast, slow it down or come and get me’ [Chorus: Double Vocals, Layered Vocals] I ain't dead yet, N***a, I'm barely alive D**k so high, gotta F**k on the sky She ride my face like a Uber, no lyin’ Then I pull up in that ghost like I died I ain't dead yet, but I'm close as her lips Suckin’ on my soul while I’m sippin’ my shit I been twistin’, I been slidin’, I been lost in the mix If this lean don’t kill me first, then this bitch prolly did [Verse: Slurred] Told my demons ‘Catch me later,’ now they pop up uninvited I been cheatin’ on my P***y with a pill, she tryna fight it But these shakes got me feelin' like I’m caught up in a cycle My heart poundin’ like a drum, I’m fightin' demons like a lion Doctor told me quit—well, that’s easier said than done I’m strung out on this codeine, heart heavy, numb to the sun Bitch, I’m sweatin’ bullets, eyes twitchin’, body cravin’— I’m grippin’ on this cup, but the pain’s gettin’ ravenous, it’s ravin' Lean got me leanin’, but this shit feel like a coffin Feelin’ cold as F**k, but inside this cup, I'm often lost in The back and forth of pain, this paradise is really hell Got me feelin’ paranoid like these pills might rebel She say, ‘D**k me down, but you too high to get it up’ Told her, ‘Baby, gimme time, codeine make my D**k corrupt’ She said, ‘Boy, you love the cup more than me’—well, duh I got P***y on the line, but my line got me stuck [Bridge: Double Vocals, Layered Vocals] Mirror talkin’ back, told me ‘N***a, you ain’t shit’ Told that N***a ‘F**k you too,’ then I poured another sip P***y text me, ‘Where you at?’ Bitch, I’m lost inside the mist If I die inside this cup, tell my mama I ain’t quit Maybe I should quit today… maybe I should take a break Maybe I should F**k my ex… maybe I should see my grave Maybe I should drown it all… maybe I should levitate Maybe I should F**k this world and let my soul just fade away [Verse: Slurred] I been breathin’ but it feel like I been floatin’ out my body Pill bottle spillin’, I been livin’ life in a hobby Told my bitch ‘I love you’ but my double cup said ‘Stop it’ Shit, I’m paranoid, think these Percs got me trapped in the pocket Life’s a F**kin’ mess, now I’m chasin' death with a smile Bitch, I ain't stoppin’, I been drownin’ in the style Lucifer say, ‘It’s your turn,’ and I’m laughin’ like a fool But F**k that—he late as hell, I been livin’ with the ghouls I see the reaper in the mirror, told him, ‘N***a, take a seat’ He just laughed and said, ‘You called me here, now it’s time to leave’ I said, ‘Wait, let me sip again, I’m too high to understand’ He said, ‘N***a, this your overdose, go on, let go of my hand’ But I’m still breathin’, heartbeat slow but ain’t stopped yet Maybe death afraid of me, maybe I ain’t lost yet [Chorus Repeat] [Outro: Fading Out] Yeah, I told my momma, ‘Don’t cry when I’m gone’ Just pour a cup, light a blunt, let my soul come along Let my spirit float away, let the lean take my sins I ain’t knockin’ on no heaven—bitch, I kicked the F**kin’ door in
