[Verse 1] I’ve been living by the hour Clock hands spinning, gaining power Tell myself, “just one more day” But the silence never fades I’ve built my walls from things I’ve lost Named them lessons, paid the cost Now I don’t know who I should be If I was never really me [Pre-Chorus] I try to trace the lines I drew But they don’t lead to something true I chase the shape of who I was But all I find is what I’ve lost [Chorus] What if there’s nothing after this? No grand reveal, no final kiss What if the years just slip away? No closure left, no debt to pay And all the things I didn’t chase Come rushing back, too late to face What if I’m left with just the “if”… What am I supposed to do after this? [Instrumental Solo] [Verse 2] I’ve walked away from better plans Turned down peace with trembling hands Convinced myself that I was brave But sometimes courage is a cage I built a fortress made of doubt And locked the door with no way out The hardest fights are fought inside Where hope and fear refuse to die [Pre-Chorus] I try to trace the lines I drew But they don’t lead to something true I chase the shape of who I was But all I find is what I’ve lost [Chorus] What if there’s nothing after this? No grand reveal, no final kiss What if the years just slip away? No closure left, no debt to pay And all the things I didn’t chase Come rushing back, too late to face What if I’m left with just the “if”… What am I supposed to do after this? [Instrumental Solo] [Bridge] I’m standing on a fragile line Between the darkness and the light Caught between what’s wrong and right Shades of gray, not black and white The weight of silence pulls me down A heavy chain that wraps around No strength to stand, no voice to call Just waiting for the fall [Instrumental Solo] [Chorus] What if there’s nothing after this? No grand reveal, no final kiss What if the years just slip away? No closure left, no debt to pay And all the things I didn’t chase Come rushing back, too late to face What if I’m left with just the “if”… What am I supposed to do after this? [Instrumental Solo] [Outro] Just shadows falling all around No answers waiting to be found In the silence I exist What am I supposed to do after this?
