Distance From You (Ft GRAVELUNG)

Dig the corpse, remove remorse find the source, keep the course Breaking ground, from within, tried your best you wont win, moving on YOU WERE WRONG. BURRY MY FEELING, IF YOU CATCH MY, MEANING I stood in the light and felt nothing change No answers came with it, just more weight I traced every line I was taught to trust Still ended up talking to dust They said if I knew where it all began I’d stop feeling split in the skin I’m in But nothing about this feels complete I just learned new ways to repeat The more I try to define what I am The more I disappear inside it Maybe we don’t die Maybe we just stay Trapped in the distance Between cause and blame I gave everything a shape So I wouldn’t have to feel But nothing I can understand Makes this any less real I broke it apart so it wouldn’t hurt Called it perspective, called it the work Measured my life in sections and years Like that would keep it from caving in I trusted the clock, I trusted the span Like time was something I could command But all it did was teach me delay How to survive without choosing to stay I wasn’t looking for truth I WAS LOOKING FOR DISTANCE DISTANCE DISTANCE FROM YOU. I am suspended, Condescended my ascension attention without, retention I WANT IT TO BE ENDED Living beside myself Put your love Put your shame on a shelf hated what I BE CAME