Big Picture

[Verse] I can't picture you alone in your car And you didn't call your mom And you didn't get too far But you wanted to And I wanted to And I didn't tell you why And I didn't ask to die But I wanted to And you wanted to [Chorus] I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love [Verse 2] You say "Don't you see the bright side? You have a wife two sons and grandkids" But it's just a band-aid on a gunshot wound And I've never been more disillusioned I don't think you have any clue But I guess it's not your job to understand I think I got too used to everyone telling me that I got it good But I never really had a plan [Chorus] I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love I don't wanna be here anymore But I stick around so I don't hurt the ones I love [Verse 3] Every morning feels the same old fight Pulling on a smile that never fits quite right I keep waiting for the weight to move Like the sky might crack and let some blue break through Maybe that’s enough today Just to make it through another day ‘Cause somewhere underneath this ache There’s still a part of me that hasn’t walked away [Bridge] If tomorrow’s just another mountain I’ll climb it one more time Not because I’m fearless Not because I’m fine But because I hear their laughter Echo through these walls And maybe love is choosing To answer when it calls [Final Chorus] I don’t wanna be here anymore But I hold on for the ones who hold on to me I don’t wanna be here anymore But somewhere there’s a version of me I still can’t see I don’t wanna be here anymore Still I’m breathing through the dark until the morning comes I don’t wanna be here anymore But I’m still here… and maybe that’s enough [Outro] If you find me staring out the window I’m just waiting for the light Not because I know it’s coming But because it might And if tomorrow asks the question I’ll answer one more time I’m still here I’m still here One more day at a time