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Evenness

Pay attention! Don't laugh! There are only rules all around I'm trembling, as I hear the voice in my head I can't forget the unconscious way of thinking Ms. Hatred lives on in my memories I must keep a straight face, think like an ace If I don't want to fall into the clever trap of the joker Smiles are always present on my face Tears are buried below stardust The kitten's shadow is morphing into that of a lion The little chameleon is containing the instincts of the dragon Evenness, out worldly, I'm the ideal pure princess Evenness, I am completely obedient Evenness, I don't have an opinion of my own Evenness, I'm like a paper flower, fragile and not real The nightmares bloom before my eyes If I dare to speak out of turn My terrified heart, doesn't even dare beat While being in presence of my inner demons Their looming shadow, devours my hope Their laughter, makes me feel unstable The kiss of the dragon, left me breathless Completely charmed, under the right conditions The logical thinking, chains me to hopelessness and keeps me in a dark room I'm a prisoner of existence That was a mistake I was made to suffer I'm a dusty and forgotten toy of destiny That is slowly breaking The demonic dreams are trying to give me hopefulness Just to feed me to the shadow of the dove The angelic nightmares, satisfy the urge to be punished Keeping me in the twisted light I'm a crushed candy That can't fully break Have I gone insane? I'm completely terrified of the blurring logic Little monster, I can hear it approach Entering through the darkness of my heart How much can a glass heart take before its drowning in illusions? I, little miss angel, can't get upset Completely understable, the dark blessing! Overjoyed with dark happiness