Trapped in My Skin

My Girlfriend thinks i`m a creep i scratch my skin until it bleeds cause theres nothing else to do no sense for someone like you the pain is all whats left for me maybe its just the way i has to be I smile when they ask “are you fine?” But my head is a crime scene at night Every promise that I ever made Drowned somewhere in my mistakes Chorus I got too many scars Too many problems That will never end Never make sense Until I face ’em someday Until I’ll find a way To handle all my pain Before I get insane Verse 2 I talk to walls, they listen best No judgment, no fake interest I’m tired of being “almost okay” Just surviving day by day I burn my bridges, watch them fall Still surprised when no one calls I’m my own worst enemy Prison guard and the escape key Chorus I got too many scars Too many problems That will never end Never make sense Until I face ’em someday Until I’ll find a way To handle all my pain Before I get insane Verse 3 Mirror shows a stranger’s face Same old eyes, same empty place I swear I tried to change my ways But guilt keeps pulling me back again If love is real, then why does it hurt? Why do I feel like I don’t deserve Anything good, anything clean Just chaos living inside of me Bridge Maybe I’m broken beyond repair Maybe nobody’s really there But if I quit, they’ll say I’m weak So I bleed quietly One last breath, one last try I’m scared to live, scared to die If this is hell, I know it well I built it cell by cell Chorus (letzter, emotionaler) I got too many scars Too many problems That will never end Never make sense But I’ll face ’em someday Yeah, I’ll find a way To handle all my pain Before I get insane Outro / End If I fall, let me fall awake Not numb, not drunk on my mistakes I’m still here, I still breathe Maybe that means something to me