[Intro] Backseat, backroad Cup in my hand, eyes half-closed Ash on my shirt, phone on mute Whole day heavy, I just hit snooze (yeah) [Verse 1] Rolling up thick just to thin out the stress Shorty say I’m distant, I’ve been living in my head Bottle on the floor, clothes on the chair Laughing with the homies but I’m barely even there Blowing out smoke like I’m pushing out doubt Sip ‘til I slur what I never talk about Staring at the ceiling, fan doing laps Hope I never feel it when it finally snaps [Chorus] I’ve been too smoked out, too poured up Tryna kill pain when it shows up Every hit, every sip, I just float up But the crash come quick when it’s all done (all done) Yeah, I stay lit ‘cause my heart cold Chasing this high till the bar close Every night same fight that I don’t own up I’ve been too smoked out, too poured up [Verse 2] Text from my mom say she praying I’m safe Text from my ex say she hate how I changed Mirror in the bathroom, eyes all red Tellin’ me the truth that my mouth won’t said Filling up the cup just to empty my chest Jokes on me, I just drown it instead Friends talking dreams that we might not reach I just pass ‘em the pack, say it’s all in the breeze (yeah) [Chorus] I’ve been too smoked out, too poured up Tryna kill pain when it shows up Every hit, every sip, I just float up But the crash come quick when it’s all done (all done) Yeah, I stay lit ‘cause my heart cold Chasing this high till the bar close Every night same fight that I don’t own up I’ve been too smoked out, too poured up [Bridge] Do I really like the taste Or just the way it erases Every name, every face Every late-night conversation I say I’m fine, I’m fine (I’m fine) But I’m hiding behind this cup and this light If I put it all down, would I still feel right Or would I finally feel tonight [Chorus] I’ve been too smoked out, too poured up Tryna kill pain when it shows up Every hit, every sip, I just float up But the crash come quick when it’s all done (all done) Yeah, I stay lit ‘cause my heart cold Chasing this high till the bar close Every night same fight that I don’t own up I’ve been too smoked out, too poured up [end]
