Gonna be real here tried to play your game by the book Gave it all I had every single note that I took Just a quote always went unread left overlooked You say I got a weak heart well maybe that’s true But I ain't looking for a pity party from you Just looking for some human decency We love we lose ain't we both just hoping for reciprocity? I use this fantasy as a crutch yeah baby I do Just like you settle for a love that isn't true If I were missing a heart down to the bone Would you criticize me for having one made to order? Made to order perfect for you Or would you leave me alone? I walk with a scar got troubles in my past Trusted the wrong people fell for them way too fast Didn't think it mattered til I heard the crack Broke my fucking trust now there's no turning back So I choose denial safe inside my brain Now I admit I'm still lonely I may be going insane Hehe insane I use this fantasy as a crutch, maybe I do Just like you settle for a love that isn't true If I were missing a heart down to the bone Would you criticize me for having one made to order? Or would you leave me alone? For doing what I can with the cards that you dealt You say "likely story" you don't care how I felt Yeah maybe my delusion is everything I dreamed Tick tock It's exactly what I need Tried to change my ways but it didn't quite land Stumbling through this love stuck where I began So how far can I get holding out my hand? Save your fucking breath I've gone as long as I can So I ask you baby do you feel the same? Am I gonna be the only or we gonna share the blame? We aren't the same I use this bitterness as a crutch yeah maybe I do Just like you fake a smile just to pull you through If I were missing a heart would you throw me a bone? Or should I live a lie with one I got made to order? Made to order No trauma Just peace Likely story Tick tock Stop
