Mind Torn

[INTRO] Yeah Ain’t no motivational talk This survival [HOOK] Mind been war-torn, I don’t sleep right Laugh in the daylight, bleed in the night Chest full of bricks, still I breathe right Bent plenty times but I ain’t break yet Thoughts get loud when the block go quiet Demons ride shotgun, I don’t invite ‘em Been through hell but I ain’t go silent Still standin’ here, yeah I survived it [VERSE 1] Stress hit different when the fridge damn empty Lights cut off, phone ringin’ like it against me Mama need help, pride heavy as stone So I carried that load like I did it alone Ain’t nobody ask if my head was straight They just say “man up,” put food on plates Anxiety creepin’, heart beat race I stare at the wall like I’m stuck in place Lost bros to the system, some to the world Seen trauma early, that’s what it’s worth I don’t talk much, I observe ‘Cause pain teach lessons words never learn Trust got killed where I’m from So I keep it brief, yeah I move real numb [HOOK] Mind been war-torn, I don’t sleep right Laugh in the daylight, bleed in the night Chest full of bricks, still I breathe right Bent plenty times but I ain’t break yet Thoughts get loud when the block go quiet Demons ride shotgun, I don’t invite ‘em Been through hell but I ain’t go silent Still standin’ here, yeah I survived it [VERSE 2] Depression ain’t cryin’ on camera phones It’s smilin’ through jokes when you dead at home It’s sittin’ in traffic, engine hummin’ Thinkin’ ‘bout life like “what am I runnin’?” Paranoia make me sleep light Every move feel wrong, every choice tight I don’t trust peace, it never stay long Soon as it come, somethin’ go wrong Couldn’t afford help, had to self-fix Talked to the mirror, wrote pain in scripts Some nights I overdose just to shut it off Still woke up mad that I ain’t get lost But somethin’ in me said “stay” So I stayed, even when I ain’t wanna see day [BRIDGE] If you feel cracked, you ain’t weak You just carry more than you speak If you still breathin’, you still got say Tomorrow owe you another play [HOOK] Mind been war-torn, I don’t sleep right Laugh in the daylight, bleed in the night Chest full of bricks, still I breathe right Bent plenty times but I ain’t break yet Thoughts get loud when the block go quiet Demons ride shotgun, I don’t invite ‘em Been through hell but I ain’t go silent Still standin’ here, yeah I survived it [OUTRO] Still here Still fightin’ my head Still walkin’ through pressure If you feel this keep goin’