[Verse] I remember feeling so alive Now I'm not sure what is even real Am I even trying to survive What is it that I even feel [Verse 2] I feel nothing, but everything right now I let it all flow through me Emotions rise and fall somehow As I question this reality [Chorus] Maybe I'm already dead How would I know If nobody's told me In this silent shadow show [Verse 3] What am I doing here Underneath this bright blue sky Feeling so much fear I can't even cry [Bridge] I'm a creature of habit and I'm used to this pain How can I manage When there's no one to blame (but me) [Verse 4] I think I've figured it out It wasn't that hard The truth without doubt I'm buried in the backyard [Chorus] I'm already dead But how would I know If nobody's told me In this silent shadow show