Check out the amazing original song @skatastrophe he has pure raw talent, show some love by giving him a follow. _____________ Mirror on the wall, Who the fuck is staring back? Looks like somebody I buried But they somehow fucking came back. Every smile’s rehearsed, Every laugh’s another lie. I’m so good at pretending Even I don’t know why. You can call me broken, Call me damaged, Call me anything you please. I’ve screamed far worse At myself on my fucking knees. I’m exhausted from surviving, Tired of fighting skin and bone. Funny how a crowded room Can leave you feeling so alone. I’m running out of reasons, Running out of fucking time. If hell is just a state of mind… Then I’ve been living there for years. I’m so SICK OF ME. So fucking sick of breathing. Every day’s another war That nobody else is seeing. I’m so SICK OF ME. I hate the shit I’ve become. I’m still walking… Still talking… But inside… I’m already fucking gone. Sleep won’t save me, Neither will the morning light. Every sunrise just reminds me I’ve got another day to fight. Everybody says, “It gets better.” Bullshit. Maybe it does… Just not for me. I’m drowning in my own head, Trying not to fucking sink. Every thought’s another bullet, Every memory makes me drink. Tell me— How do you outrun yourself When you’re the thing you’re running from? I’m addicted to destruction, Every scar another friend. Building fucking castles Knowing they’ll collapse again. Maybe I deserve this. Maybe I don’t. Honestly… I don’t know what I believe anymore. I’m so SICK OF ME. So fucking sick of trying. Every little piece I save Ends up slowly fucking dying. I’m so SICK OF ME. Can’t silence what I know. The world’s still turning… I’m still burning… And I’m dying… So fucking slow. Maybe tomorrow… Maybe never. Until then… I’ll carry this weight. Still breathing. Still breaking. Still… Sick of me.
