This songs for whoever needs it why you constantly want to go against the grain making me laugh when you think your causing me pain Why do you think your good at manipulation and constant head games that don't work at all that was a f y I. by the way I'm still happy AF and my sanity's sane. come on now there is not a man or woman alive that has the capacity to fuck with my brain. I'm always packing 2 metaphorical umbrellas cuz I know your metaphorical forecast you be trying to throw me nothing but shade in the rain. Yeah I said shade in the rain I think it's funny because you can black out the sky but the only time a star can shine is at night so throw all the shade that want it's all right because all of my life I e to to make hundreds out of nothing but penny and dimes so you haters can wait for my down fall because all I do is win and get nothing but gain so I'm not going to ask it twice when you watch me asend and I rise I just wanted to make sure you knew your fuckin place in life and should stay in your own lane sick of basic bitches trying to constantly shit on my character and spit on my name. I promise you wanna win stupid ass prizes then keep playing these stupid ass games the only people on your side and try to help are these fakes and these lames so once again the punks and the bitches should really stay in there lane. Now exit quietly from my life if your not a friend to me then bitch don't pretend to be because the whole time you thought you were playing me it was a good try but in the end you played your self how is it your the playing so much the was the one that got constantly played while I kept my cool and turned blind eyes untill you shifted from linking arms by my side to trying to stand in front of me bitch move and get out my way anything in front of me is just steam rolled the fuck over and flatened into the pavement just to become a part of the road and a reminder to those not to become a permanent resident of the club named cemented stains but the thing about stains is give enough time in the sun and the stain faids away and the pavement goes from what it just was then that shit fades right back to grey just like the ugly little rain cloud that follows you around because you know when we see each other again the blue skys that flowws me around along with the sun that does to and brightly it shines burns all those rain clouds into the ground then precipitation happens and you can finally stand up from the dirt and the grave but remember to never take my kindness for a weekness because kind and week will be the last thing you remember when ever somebody brings up my name . (chorus) I'm just gonna give you my one confession my whole life has been one rough ass lesson Ive learned to pay attention to my gut and other people and there actions even down to the micro expression I talk to myself for good advice and I think it's about time I get ahold of me and schedule my next session. In the end I got me and me myself and I will leave all of U scratching your heads all confused with your minds still guessing. (2nd Verse) Why we always gotta leave no resulution to a heated debate no matter how significant or stupid it gets swept under the rug and under the rug is right where it says and then every thing should be all good and I should forget and forgive then put a fake smile on my face. Sorry hate to tell you but real shit is what I practice not just some bullshit I say just to say I know I'm preaching to the quier but if even a small amount makes it past your earlobe hits the brain and with the brain it resonates then my job is complete because your transformation from fake to real the seed has been planted and will take root in your mind and the change is noticable almost right away hopefully my words aren't falling on dead ears because my sighn language is a little rusty but I'm sure I can manage if it means taking bad morels and quamd out and locking them up in a cage drop it in the Mariana trench in the ocean and let that sink to the bottom and watch karma switch sides and have your back instead of kicking your ass all damn night and then the next day. (chorus) (3rd Verse) why y'all gotta make things hard but only on your selfs I guess for some it's just hard to hang there ego on a hat rack and there bullshit on the self quit falling for the bullshit and learn to think for your self and that's when I will meet you in the middle because we both will be even and won't tip the scales you can either live life for other people or you can live your life on peaces terms because you will finally be living life but living life for your self so tell the kins and the Barbies take there fake plastic asses the fuck on somewhere else. I be embarrassing fake people in a crowd calling there asses out go ahead and do something if you feeling froggy bitch please done make me laugh and treat you like a child yeah don't make me bend you over my knee and have to take off this belt. (Crs)
