Maybe It’s Just Stupid

Emo Pop, Indie Rock, Alternative Pop, Bedroom Pop, Sadcore, Lo-Fi Indie, Acoustic Ballad, Indie Folk

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Oh, I should be happy for you
I’m so happy for you
(at least I’m trying to be)

But I’m worried you’ll misunderstand me
I wanted to say something
But my lips were glued to my teeth
This painful silence
Is eating me alive
So I smiled instead
And hoped it wouldn’t sound like goodbye

You found the only stone I left unturned
Now I’m feeling shaken, disturbed
I wanted to reach out
But my fingers froze
Wrote it all down
Then hit “close”

I wanna say something
But this painful silence eats me
It eats me
I wanna say something
But this painful silence eats me
Eats me

Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
(It’s not what I mean to say)
Goodbye

Wanna congratulate you
But it feels stupid and dumb
Still, I wanna do it
But I feel so numb
Yeah, I sit here and write it out
But don’t send
Not great with rejection
(Guess I pretend)

I fear collaboration
That turns into something else
Feeling hurt in jealousy
Yeah, I know myself too well

I want someone who’ll wait on me
Not that I’d ever ask
But maybe they just would
Someone strong enough
To pick me up when I get low
’Cause I get low
And I don’t know how to deal with it
So I hide it
Comfortably low

I could talk to you about your relationships
Tell you what I did today
What made me sick
But you know
You know
I got a bad rep
Maybe I should play it safe
Maybe I should stay away

I wanted to reach out and congratulate you
But maybe it’s just stupid
I wanted to tell you how I feel
But maybe it’s just stupid
I wanted to be there for you
But maybe it’s just stupid

(It's just stupid)
It’s just stupid
But I still mean it
Every word I never sent
Every silence I regret
Maybe it’s stupid
But it’s true

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Am I misunderstood? I just can’t help it What if this is my role now What if I’m just getting replaced Should I focus on my insecurities Should I be happy for you Do you want me to say something ’Cause this silence hurts Is there a right answer Oh, I should be happy for you I’m so happy for you (at least I’m trying to be) But I’m worried you’ll misunderstand me I wanted to say something But my lips were glued to my teeth This painful silence Is eating me alive So I smiled instead And hoped it wouldn’t sound like goodbye You found the only stone I left unturned Now I’m feeling shaken, disturbed I wanted to reach out But my fingers froze Wrote it all down Then hit “close” I wanna say something But this painful silence eats me It eats me I wanna say something But this painful silence eats me Eats me Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye (It’s not what I mean to say) Goodbye Wanna congratulate you But it feels stupid and dumb Still, I wanna do it But I feel so numb Yeah, I sit here and write it out But don’t send Not great with rejection (Guess I pretend) I fear collaboration That turns into something else Feeling hurt in jealousy Yeah, I know myself too well I want someone who’ll wait on me Not that I’d ever ask But maybe they just would Someone strong enough To pick me up when I get low ’Cause I get low And I don’t know how to deal with it So I hide it Comfortably low I could talk to you about your relationships Tell you what I did today What made me sick But you know You know I got a bad rep Maybe I should play it safe Maybe I should stay away I wanted to reach out and congratulate you But maybe it’s just stupid I wanted to tell you how I feel But maybe it’s just stupid I wanted to be there for you But maybe it’s just stupid (It's just stupid) It’s just stupid But I still mean it Every word I never sent Every silence I regret Maybe it’s stupid But it’s true ⤵️⤵️⤵️⤵️ 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝒶𝒯𝑜𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝒹𝒻𝒳✒️ © 2025 CTFX All rights reserved.

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