Yeah… I keep telling myself it’s all in my head… That maybe you’re just busy… maybe nothing changed… But when someone becomes part of your every day… You notice when they’re not there And the worst part is… I don’t even need you to love me back I just… Miss my best friend [Verse 1] We used to talk like nothing in the world could change Late night conversations, laughing through the pain You were the one I never had to overthink Now every word feels like it could ruin everything Maybe I said too much without saying it out loud Maybe you felt the shift before I figured it out Now I replay every moment looking for the shift Trying to find the exact moment everything took a turn [Pre-Chorus] I swear I never meant to make this complicated You were my safe place, now it all feels faded And I hate that I don’t know if this is in my head Or if I already lost you without a word being said [Chorus] How do I go back to who we used to be? Before every silence started swallowing me Before I read between lines that you never wrote Before missing your name started feeling like hope How do I go back when I know too much? Now every little distance just feels like giving up If I could kill these feelings just to bring us back somehow I would…’cause losing you hurts worse than loving you right now [Verse 2] Now I type out words I know I’ll never send Delete the truth and try to act like we’re still friends Smile in the places where I’m breaking at the seams Trying not to ruin what you’ve always meant to me And maybe you already know, maybe that’s the worst part Maybe that’s the reason why you suddenly got far I just wanted more than I was ever meant to have I just wanted things the way they were… now I hate that I can’t take it back [Pre-Chorus] I keep pretending if I just act normal long enough Maybe somehow we’ll go back before I messed this up But silence says the things neither of us wanna face And I don’t know how to fix what I never meant to break [Chorus] How do I go back to who we used to be? Before every silence started swallowing me Before I read between lines that you never wrote Before missing your name started feeling like hope How do I go back when I know too much? Now every little distance just feels like giving up If I could kill these feelings just to bring us back somehow I would…’cause losing you hurts worse than loving you right now [Bridge] I don’t even need you to say you felt it too I just need to stop feeling like I’m losing you Bury every truth inside me just to feel one normal day Trade every part of me if somehow you would stay Maybe loving you was never the mistake Maybe letting it show was what made you walk away [Final Chorus] How do I go back to who we used to be? Before every silence started swallowing me Before I read between lines that you never wrote Before missing your name started feeling like hope How do I go back when I know too much? Now every little distance just feels like giving up If I could kill these feelings just to bring us back somehow I would..’cause losing you hurts worse than loving you right now [Outro] Yeah… I’d rather miss you quietly… Than lose you completely…
