-------------------------------- ✨ SPECIAL THANKS ✨ -------------------------------- A special thank you to *❦Jennifer.:☪︎ for being part of this track and for creating the beautiful cover art and visual that accompanies this release 🤍 🎤 Feat.: ❦*Jennifer.:☪︎ ✍️ Written by: ılıllı ʙᴇᴀᴛ ılıllı 🎼 Music & Arrangement: ılıllı ʙᴇᴀᴛ ılıllı 🎬 Cover Video: ❦*Jennifer.:☪︎ Thank you for the creativity, inspiration and wonderful collaboration 🫶✨ ------------------------------------------------------- Explore more of Jennifer's amazing creations. Discover the full Suno profile here: 👉 https://suno.com/@moonbloom_397 👈 ------------------------------------------------------- Lyrics: There’s a woman with my name Who never left that town Sometimes I think about her When there’s no one else around Did she marry who I nearly did? Does she like who she became? Would I envy her on Sunday? Would she wish she’d walked away? I give her all the things I want Leave out what they would cost Somehow she gets everything And nothing ever goes wrong What if I’d said YES? What if I’d said NO? Would I be somebody I’d be happier to know? Every step, I wonder What I might have missed Am I closer to my PARADISE Or further into someone else’s wish? (Someone else’s wish) I keep asking for the life I didn’t live What if this is it? (What if this is it?) I was easy to be proud of I was careful with my needs When they asked about the future I said what they’d want for me Then somebody asked, “Are you happy?” I said, “I’ve been very lucky” They waited for an answer I couldn’t give them one Now some days I feel better Some days I want things back I can miss the way it was Without wanting to live like that (Without wanting to live like that) What if I’d said YES? What if I’d said NO? Would I be somebody I’d be happier to know? Every step, I wonder What I might have missed Am I closer to my PARADISE Or further into someone else’s wish? (Someone else’s wish) I keep asking for the life I didn’t live What if this is it? (What if this is it?) I don’t need to thank the hurt Or say it happened for the best There are things I would do differently There are things I still regret But I’ve started making plans I don’t cancel out of fear I caught myself laughing yesterday And wished that she could hear (Wished that she could hear) What if I say YES? What if I say NO? What if I can change my mind As many times as I grow? (As many times as I grow) Every step won’t feel good I’ll get some of them wrong But I’m tired of being someone I can only bear for so long Let me have a little PARADISE Before my time is through Not a life without the sadness One I wouldn’t trade with you (One I wouldn’t trade with you) There’s a woman with my name Who never left that town I hope she found what she wanted I’m going to find out ---------------------------------------------------------------- © BEAT 2026 All rights reserved. This lyrics is protected by copyright. No copying, distribution, or use is allowed without written permission from the copyright holder. ----------------------------------------------------------------
