December Comes Around Again...

[outro][verse 1] December comes around again, but it feels different from before. I try to stop the thoughts from coming in, but it's all too much to ignore. I'm probably alone in this. [verse 2] Time for me has been standing still, but then skips all the good scenes. I'm not sure another winter will show me what this means. And I'm probably alone in this... [chorus] Fighting the urge to give in It's all that I can do to not implode. (not implode) Fight against the war I will not win, losing everything as I grow old (and I want to fold) [soft instrumental pause] [verse 3] It took 15 years to find out what I wanted, and 15 more just to let it go. I don't think I'll ever recover this time, at least I thought I'd let you know... And I know I'm alone in this... [bridge] Let these cold days go, I don't want to know Let these dark days go, I just don't want to know. [chorus] Fighting the urge to give in It's all that I can do to not implode. (not implode) Fight against the war I will not win, losing everything as I grow old (and I want to fold) [final verse] It's a cold December night, and I'm feeling all alone. Hiding in this cave, this house no longer home....