[Verse 1] In death more vain I rely on nothing but pain and shame glaring and gouging who I really have become. It reminds me who has taught me to be this way. i fear as if it was you. Was it you who taught me to be this way? (And so I...) I don't remember everything. [pre-chorus] So the blame falls on you... (in death i am still trying.) So they decide to fight you... (my soul will not obey some fuck like you). So I think I understand. (Stand.) [chorus] So I don't think I recognize who you really are... If you weren't there for me, why should I be there for you? so whats it gonna be? (Be?) I feel it controlling me! [verse 2] In hate, is it too late to rely on nothing but fame? staring and hurting who I really am. It reminds me who has given me the pride to be this way. i fear as if it was you. Was it you who taught me to be this way? (and so i...) I dont remember everything. [pre-chorus] So the blame falls on you... (in death I am still trying), so they decide to fight you... (my soul will not obey some fuck like you), so I think I understand (stand...). [chorus] So I don't think I recognize who you really are... If you weren't there for me, why should I be there for you? so whats it gonna be? (Be?) I feel it controlling me! and its hurting me! to see you corrode me with your lies! and i just realize how bad this has gotten! and i just realize how much more you are forgotten! [bridge] And I just don't understand... about these lies you were told... I fear it's your fault... for opening the door and your mind to the lies they said were mine... (are they lying?) where fear resides is going to be my grave when i die... (die a coward?) i dont have any shame when you took it all away from me... (Do i still have pride left?) AND I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND! ABOUT THESE LIES YOU WERE TOLD! I FEAR IT'S YOUR FAULT! FOR OPENING THE DOOR AND YOUR MIND TO THE LIES THEY SAID WERE YOURS! (ARE THEY LYING?!) WHERE FEAR RESIDES IS GONNA BE MY GRAVE WHEN I DIE! (DIE A COWARD?!) I DONT HAVE ANY SHAME WHEN YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY FROM ME- NO YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY FROM ME! NO YOU FUCKED IT AWAY FROM ME! NO YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY FROM ME! (DO I STILL HAVE PRIDE LEFT TO KEEP FIGHTING THIS CURSE?!) [chorus] So I don't think I recognize who you really are... If you weren't there for me, why should I be there for you? so whats it gonna be? (Be?) I feel it controlling me! So I don't think I recognize who you really are... If you weren't there for me, why should I be there for you? so whats it gonna be? (Be?) I feel it controlling me!
