They say... Time heals everything. But no one tells you... What to do... When you're the one who caused the wound. I traded forever for a moment's glow, Never thinking how far one mistake could go. I watched your heart break in my hands, Now I'm living where the silence stands. Every room still carries your name, Nothing here will ever feel the same. The mirror shows a face I barely know... Someone I never meant to become. If I could rewrite one single night... I'd give away my whole life. If regret could hold you... I'd never let you go. If tears could build a bridge... I'd already be home. I don't deserve forgiveness... I know that's true. But every beat inside my heart... Still belongs to you. Your mother won't even look my way, Friends fall silent when they hear my name. My family says I have to move on... But they don't hear these empty songs. Everyone stood beside your pain, And honestly... I would do the same. Because love like yours deserved so much more... Than the woman I became. Sometimes... The hardest thing to forgive... Is the person... Looking back... From the mirror. I still reach across the bed at night, Searching for your warmth in fading light. Coffee for two... Becomes one cup again. The future we planned... Lives only in my head. I don't miss the house... Or the rings we wore. I miss the man... Who loved me... Even when I didn't deserve it anymore. Love wasn't missing. I was. Searching for something... That never existed. Now every lesson... Came too late. Some doors... Never open... Again. If regret could hold you... I'd never lose your hand. If broken hearts... Could somehow understand... I'd spend forever proving... Who I should have been. But forever... Ended... The day you walked away. So all I have... Are memories... And the woman... I'm trying... To forgive. You were never... The love I lost. You were... The love... I threw away. And that's a weight... I'll carry... For the rest of my days.
