[Verse 1] I wake with a map in my mouth And three different names on my tongue One of me stayed where the river bends One took the train and kept running One learned to smile at the right time One still can’t look in the glass I ask the face in the window Which one of us gets to last? [Pre-Chorus] If every road is mine to carry Why do I feel split in two? [Chorus] Am I the one who stayed behind? The one who left, the one who lied? Or every life pressed into one A scattered heart that can’t come undone Tell me which voice is mine to keep Which one is dreaming when I sleep If all these selves are stitched in me Is there a whole I’ll ever be? [Verse 2] I keep finding fingerprints On choices I don’t recall A laugh from a life I abandoned Still caught in the back of my jaw I wear their histories lightly Until they pull like a chain No door leads out of the question No answer has one face [Pre-Chorus] If every road is mine to carry Why do I feel split in two? [Chorus] Am I the one who stayed behind? The one who left, the one who lied? Or every life pressed into one A scattered heart that can’t come undone Tell me which voice is mine to keep Which one is dreaming when I sleep If all these selves are stitched in me Is there a whole I’ll ever be? [Bridge] Maybe there’s no single center Maybe I’m the sum of every turn Still I reach through all the versions For a hand that feels like mine [Final Chorus] I am the one who stayed behind The one who left, the ones who tried Every life pressed into one A fractured heart still beating on I’ll take each voice I used to flee And let them all belong to me If all these selves are stitched in me Then all of them are real—and me [Outro] All of them are real All of them are me
