Queen Phase lyrics They only know the version of me... that learned to smile with tears still drying. You don't hear silence... until you've survived it. Hook I been holdin fucken storms in designer skin, Trying to hide when the cracks begin. If I gone disappear, don't call me cold, Some wounds don't ever heal—they just learn to grow old. I'm still dancing with ghosts in my room, Praying that tomorrow come arrivin soon. If my voice shakes when I say "I'm okay," It's because I've been breaking in beautiful ways. Verse 1 I built my walls from every promise that collapsed, Now they call me distant 'cause I never call them back. Heart made of glass but I carry it like stone, Nobody ever see what I refuse to let ‘em know. Mama said, "Baby, don't become your pain," But pain learned my face and it stayed the same. Everybody wants the strong girl in the room, Nobody askin why she be sleepin till noon. Mirror says I'm healing... But My eyes don’t ever see it. I've been losing little pieces... just trying to be me. I'm tired of pretending I am tired of surviving , 'Cause even diamonds break when the pressure keep on rising PRE-CHORUS If I let you in... Would you stay? Or disappear like the rest of my yesterdays? CHORUS I'm still holding sunsets inside of my scars, Trying to find heaven while searching for stars. Every tear became another page, Every heartbreak built another stage. So if I fall... don't bury my name. Flowers don't apologize for growing through the rain. Phoenix rising lyrics VERSE 2 [Male lead vocal, intimate emotional delivery, warm lower register, raw but gentle, clear solo male voice, no female vocal in this section] So if I take away these walls that surround my heart Between who I really am and who I always try to hide Would you keep looking for the guy who I’m supposed to be Or could you hold the one who’s standing here as me I never lied did not deny who I really am Just buried underground what I feared you’d never understand But now I’m finally letting go of all these walls I built I don’t want to live my life fucken hiding under guilt All my scars, all my doubts, all my fears that don’t disappear It’s a part of my identity how I built myself these years Accept me if you want that won’t change the truths I show I just wanted you to see, I just wanted you to know I’m done with hiding behind walls, I’m done pretending to the world I embrace who I became through all my wars I never named I won’t silence all my pain just so you can think me whole I’m ok with all my stains that’s been woven in my soul Final chorus I’m not counting stars to prove there’s heaven above, I found it in the mirror when I stopped begging for love. Every scar became a place I learned to breathe, Every broken part is still a part of me. So if I fall… I won’t fall in shame. Flowers don’t ask permission to grow wild after rain. OUTRO If my light looks different... it's because I carried it through darkness. And if I shine now... it's only because I refused to let the night win.
