[Intro] Rain against the window Ash in the sink Another night disappearing Before I can shit [Verse 1] The apartment smells like smoke Warm beer and dirty clothes Powder on the bathroom counter From nights ago I haven’t eaten much Cocaine and pills instead My hands won’t stop shaking I barely leave the bed TV glowing with no sound Static washing over me I stare at ceiling stains Until they start to breathe Outside cars move through rain Like lives I used to know Everything feels distant now Like I already let go [Pre-Chorus] And every little thing Feels heavier now Even breathing Feels difficult somehow [Chorus] Mad sigh Falling through another night Mad sigh Nothing inside feels right Black sky Hanging over every thought Mad sigh Trying to feel something and not Cold rain Running down the window frame Mad sigh I don’t recognize my name [Verse 2] Syringe hidden in the ass Wrapped inside an old receipt Keep telling myself I’ll stop this week But the hours get slower And the walls start closing in So I crush another line And let the numbness begin Phone battery dying slow Unread messages below People stopped checking in Long ago Your name still hangs by the door Even though you disappeared I know you’re not coming back I just leave it there The radiator knocks at night Like something trying to get in Sometimes I honestly wish Something finally did [Pre-Chorus] And the silence in this room Gets louder every day The world keeps moving forward While I decay [Chorus] Mad sigh Falling through another night Mad sigh Nothing inside feels right Black sky Hanging over every thought Mad sigh Trying to feel something and not Cold rain Running down the window frame Mad sigh I don’t recognize my name [Bridge] I don’t think I’m scared anymore That’s probably the worst part Everything feels far away Like watching myself fall apart Bathroom mirror half-lit blue Eyes hollowed out and bruised Sometimes I sit there in the dark Until the daylight kills me soon Not because I’m thinking Not because I care I just don’t know What else to do anymore [Breakdown] No sleep No appetite No feeling No light Mad sigh Mad sigh [Final Chorus] Mad sigh Dragging through another day Mad sigh Watching everything decay Black sky Pressing down against my chest Mad sigh Too tired to fight it yet Cold rain Running through an empty life Mad sigh Maybe this is all there is [Outro] Rain against the window Ash in the sink Another night disappearing Before I can think
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