
Lv8 Response (to CannibalColeslaw)
I love that sickness that’s under your tongue That’s why I let u over and over shoot me down You’re a walking disaster who I then come undone Coz it’s only u who I’d let shoot me with ur loaded gun U don’t trust love, u don’t trust names Ash in your lungs, blood on your grin Everybody gets cut trying to let you in Yeah, I seen destruction behind your face That twitch in your jaw like you’re seconds from rage U wear ur pain in a head that slowly drowns But u won’t ever let nobody know cos u don’t wana let nobody drag u down But don’t act like you’re the only one cursed I learned how to die before I learned what was hurt I kissed as I kneeled for forgiveness and got kicked back Now every kind word I hear feels like another attack drug parasites are the only life crawling under my skin Cheap cigarettes and needles is where my fucked up halo’s been over and over again Every time somebody touched me softly I ripped the whole thing apart before it cost me And I know you hear it in my voice That cracked little tremor like I ain’t got a choice I’m a girl fed broken trust, held together by spite I leave fingerprints burning on everything I like I got love in my teeth but i give it in grief Every pretty little dream turns violent with me I’m a bottle half-empty near a bathroom sink Black mascara tears and the smell of chlorine Cleaning up the mess iv made as my eyes start to sink I don’t know how to liv without wearing a bruise So I drag your ghosts around with me into every room You say you poison the air when you breathe Baby, I been choking since I was fifteen I know what it’s like to turn hate into heat To make self-destruction feel like the only holy and sweet, kind of defeat What u see in urself I will face for you to meet In me So come a little closer, let me ruin you too Let me carve my name into the smoke of the fires that u started, that burn around you Maybe we’re just two bad hearts with nowhere to go Two lit matches wanting this fucked up world to know I’m a girl made of rust, held together by spite Screaming your name in the dead of the night [female vocals scream enters] (Cannibal Coleslaw) If we’re going down burning, then hand me the flame I’d rather die beside you than die feeling safe I’m the crack in your ribs when your tryna breathe deep The voice in your head when you can’t fucking sleep I don’t reach for heaven, i’ll sleep in the fumes And I poison the air in every room Just like u do to .

