If only it could be Never defeated Dying in the wild Endlessly slipping away The circular world Observation Rotation Decline The world Ending Going mad Unchanged Distorted Uncrossed Crumbled Sand Decaying Mucous matter Forbidden mycelium Cachexia Circulation Stagnation is death Endless haze Words from fingertips Choked my throat That brutality Boiled shell What died Was fleeing life Howling Never sprouting Never opening Earth-shaking depths Only color Only light Only decay Scraping Chipping Crushing Wasteland Howling sound sound that cannot be sound Unable to take unable to break crushed as is Buried in shallow ignorance, unable to notice Clarity within obscurity Let us call the name that ends without knowing Grasping thoughts like a mantra If it flies and vanishes, then death-wish can be released Writing, comparing dysfunction in the shell The vitreous clouding ridiculous hey you Is there no meaning in a meaningless voice? Within the mockery, a mountain of greedy hungry ghosts Thinking you understand, exposing your ignorance Crushing contradictions, moral repetitions In that righteousness, not a speck of truth remains Hey, you. Blinded by that, you see Seeing only that, rotting away—is that fun? Hey, you. Let's just disappear already