[Verse 1] You text my name, I turn the phone face down Deadbolt clicks, no coming around Your jacket’s still hanging off the chair I hear you outside; I pretend you’re not there I count every promise like pills in a tray Trust went bad and it won’t wash away My head’s got a fever, my chest’s got a lock I flinch at your footsteps, I brace for the knock [Pre-Chorus] Don’t ask me to open, don’t ask me to stay I’m sick with suspicion; it eats what I say [Chorus] Imma lock myself away, hiding underneath my bed. Cause these demons keep knock-knock-knocking in my head. I'm in quarantine right now, cause all I see is red. Can't show you they're here, or they'll knock me dead. [Verse 2] I push the dresser hard against the door You say you’re sorry; I’ve heard that before I know you’re not them, but I still see the signs A cracked little mirror splits yours from mine I call it a sickness; it answers on cue Turns every soft sentence into something untrue I’d rather be lonely than hand you the key Then hate you for seeing the mess underneath me [Pre-Chorus] Don’t ask me to open, don’t ask me to stay I’m sick with suspicion; it eats what I say [Chorus] Imma lock myself away, hiding underneath my bed. Cause these demons keep knock-knock-knocking in my head. I'm in quarantine right now, cause all I see is red. Can't show you they're here, or they'll knock me dead. [Bridge] Maybe it’s fear that makes my hands twitch Maybe I’m guarding myself like a bitch I hear you say my name, but I won't turn the key I’m not ready to let you get close enough to see [Final Chorus] Imma lock myself away, hiding underneath my bed. Cause these demons keep knock-knock-knocking in my head. I'm in quarantine right now, cause all I see is red. Can't show you they're here, or they'll knock me dead. [Outro] Phone face down, door held tight I’m here alone with the things I fight
