
40 Days (Finale - The Door)
Forty mornings are behind me now. The wind has finally stopped asking anything of my skin. The stone is still stone. I checked again this morning Some habits don't leave When the reason does. I used to call the wilderness A punishment. Turns out It was just where I learned To stand this still. Someone left bread By the door last night. Not a test. Not even A question anymore. Forty days ago I'd have measured every crumb Against what it was supposed to cost me. Now... I just eat. The stone never changed. The ledge stayed high. The valley stayed a valley. Everything Still costs Everything. I think... I'm the thing That changed. Three hundred meters. Four hundred feet. Forty days. I catch myself Converting everything now Miles into mornings, Weight into wanting. Sometimes I still imagine The easier road. It waits Where I left it. The bread's gone cold twice While I decided Whether I'm allowed To want it. Three doors, And I keep checking My hands For what I didn't take. Now... It's just bread. I think. The stone never changed. The ledge stayed high. The valley stayed a valley. Everything Still costs Everything. I think... I'm still learning Why. Same stone. Same ledge. Same valley. Only now... None of them Need anything From me. Yet. Same stone. Same ledge. Same valley. Only now... None of them Need anything From me. Yet. Stone... Ledge... Everything... Forty... Days... There's a knock Some mornings now. Someone else's Forty days Standing at my door. Different face. Same dust On the shoes. I don't have answers. I have bread. And I know exactly How small The first bite Needs to be. The stone still waits. The ledge still stands. Kingdoms still Call themselves Everything. The wilderness Hasn't ended. It just keeps Finding people. And somehow... They keep Finding me. Forty days. The bread's Still warm enough. For two. Tomorrow... It might be Someone else Standing Where I stood. I pick it up. I hand it over. First. The wind Keeps moving. So do we— Me, and whoever's Standing at the door.

