Oh my God look at me! I remember a guy Who used to smoke on a blunt And sip on his 40. Now fast forward 20 years he professionally I do believe sails The aluminum Seas And plunges Surgically Into his lower arteries If you can believe. Self Sacrificing artistic expression or below the surface searching endlessly to feel something besides the pitter patter of boredom's feet pawing at esteems retreat . placing misplaced displacement complacently hating this place. Not understanding biology I can't be sure what's wrong with me could it be my psychology it's not all that is cracked up to be and heaven forbid there be a lifeline a professional system in place untainted by insurance and big Pharma companies that sees meez and finds a means to an end but instead get prescribed to the latest trend. But don't worry soon I'll change policy cut you off cold turkey and toss you to the street we're fetty favors become deadly. Mankind's manipulation we think we must protect ourselves from ourselves. Let the Dr do there jobs. And judges shut your judgmental fucking cock holsters. CUZ, BECAUSE, CUZ, YOU Don't KNOW A GOD DAHM THING About BEING ME!!!!! Ever lose a friend over some fucking nonsense never ask yourself why it's allowed to cross the border all the time. So exactly what inside of me is broken that makes me have to use a crutch I think we should try it and maybe fix her diet stop genetically modifying Mother Nature has been doin things just fine. Mankind's manipulation we think we must protect ourselves from ourselves. Let the Dr do there jobs. And judges shut your judgmental fucking cock holsters. CUZ, BECAUSE, CUZ, YOU Don't KNOW A GOD DAM THING About BEING ME!!!!! I don't know about you but I see a lot of people searching to not have to stand in their own shadow. pill popping, shot shooting, stick, snort, puffin blowing big smoke. Collectively I think there might be a bigger problem. But we'll go ahead and keep casting stones bastardizing some and then go home and have a few drinks. Power of positivity might be a start. So you weird robe wearing opinion having old fucks can stick your gavel in your ass you don't have the right to tell people their menaces to society that will never amount to anything that they're Criminal at all you got to stop telling people that are struggling that they belong in jail for self-medicating you think we're out there just fucking around trying to get high because you can go get drunk over the weekend and not think twice and if I do the same for the rest of the week I'm having spirits on ice because it wasn't about Getting Faded it was about the relief the overwhelming heavy thick palpable film that raps My Soul felt free for a moment and I don't want to let go.felt free for a moment and I don't want to let go.fe