Wake up every morning, it’s the same old fight Mirror shows a stranger, staring back at my life Phone’s silent, walls closing, I’m screaming inside If I disappeared tonight, would anyone notice I’m alive? Carrying this weight, yeah, it’s dragging me down I’m smiling in public, but I’m breaking when I’m alone in my town Counting all my losses, feeling like a ghost in my skin I just wanna wake up and feel alive again Some nights I wonder if it matters at all If I disappear, would the world even call? But somewhere inside, a voice says “don’t give in” Keep breathing, keep fighting, let the light in I’m tired of tears, falling down my face Tired of hurting in the same old place I don’t wanna just survive the years I wanna feel alive… I’m tired of tears I’m tired of feeling like I don’t exist Like my name would fade if I was missed I don’t wanna drown in all my fears I wanna feel alive… I’m tired of No one checks in, no one sees my cracks I keep giving love, but it never comes back Sometimes I lay awake, thinking “what if I’m gone?” But even in the darkness, I know I gotta hold on Life feels empty, yeah, like a vacant stage But I swear I’m writing hope on every page Every tear’s a lesson, every stream a line If I can survive this storm, maybe I’ll be fine Some nights I wonder if it matters at all If I disappear, would the world even call? But somewhere inside, a voice says “don’t give in” Keep breathing, keep fighting, let the light in Yeah, I’ve been ghostin’, coastin’, feelin’ like I’m frozen Mind racin’, heart pacin’, pain’s constantly chosen Lookin’ in the mirror, swear I’m facin’ my fear Shoutin’ at the silence, no one’s ever near Countin’ all my losses, every message unread Every night I’m awake, thoughts messin’ with my head Tryna break the cycle, tryna find my way Tired of the same dark, tryna see the day All these tears I’ve been hidin’, can’t hold ‘em no more Every scream in my chest is like a thunderous roar I’ve been drownin’, been frownin’, yeah, I’ve been in my shell But I’m fightin’, I’m risin’, and I’m breakin’ the spell Feelin’ like I’m trapped in a world that don’t care Everybody passin’ by, like I’m never there I keep grindin’, keep climbin’, tryna touch the sky Even when I stumble, I refuse to die Lost in the echo, tryna find my own voice Tired of fake smiles, tired of takin’ the noise I’m bleed-in’, I’m feed-in’, I’m breakin’ the chains I’m turnin’ all my hurt into something that remains Yeah, it’s heavy, it’s steady, this weight that I bear But I’m learnin’ to carry it, learnin’ to care Every scar on my soul is a story I write I’m alive in this moment, fightin’ through the night Yeah… maybe I’m still here for a reason I can’t see Maybe this pain ain’t the end of me If I’m still breathing, there’s a spark inside A part of me that hasn’t said goodbye I’m tired of tears, but I’m not done yet Not giving up on the life I haven’t met I don’t wanna fade, I don’t wanna disappear I wanna feel alive… I’m tired of tears I’m tired of feeling like I don’t exist Like my name would fade if I was missed I don’t wanna drown in all my fears I wanna feel alive… I’m tired of tears
