I was lost and I couldn’t see Led down every dark street Who is that staring back at me? That’s not the girl I used to be Is this a dream or reality? It’s so obscene what’s become of me I know I’m not alone in this fight But this is my pain, this is my night Those lenses were dirty, smeared all the time I only saw what I wanted to find I took your hand, thought the light was true You led me in… and the darkness grew I followed commands Straight into the devil’s hands Thought I was walking in the light But it turned into the darkest night I followed commands Straight into the devil’s hands Your whispers felt soft like a sweet lullaby But they were razor wire dressed in a lie You fed me poison and called it desire Watched the good in me slowly expire Those rose colored glasses finally cracked The truth came rushing in with no turning back All the chains you called “love” were so tight But was just the knife you held in the night I followed commands Straight into the devil’s hands Thought I was walking in the light But it turned into the darkest life I followed commands Straight into the devil’s hands Then I fell to my knees in the dark Broken and empty, no fight left in my heart I lifted my hands with nothing left to give And I gave myself… to him He took the blood off my hands Pulled me out of the devil’s lands Washed the stranger from my face Filled the hollow with His grace I was lost and I couldn’t see Led down every dark street But now I’m standing in the light Reborn… and finally free I left those commands behind When I put my life in his hands.


