[Intro] Yeah… I know better. That’s what makes it worse. Same patterns, different day. [Verse 1] I got bad habits, some I learned, some I chose Some I picked up just surviving on the road I get close, then I pull back when it feel too real Build a wall around my heart, then complain I can’t feel I overthink everything, question every intention Turn a simple conversation into twenty assumptions I say I’m good when I’m really fighting my head Then disappear for a while instead of saying what’s said I like the chase, I won’t lie, I like the attention Sometimes confuse attraction with genuine connection Know exactly what I’m doing while I’m doing it wrong Then wonder why the good ones don’t stay for long I can want somebody badly and still push them away Say I need some space when I really want them to stay That’s the part of myself I ain’t proud to admit But if I keep running from it, I’m responsible for it. [Hook] Bad habits, I know I got ‘em Keep saying I’ma change, then I’m right back at ‘em Bad habits, I can’t blame nobody Some of these choices got my fingerprints all on ‘em I want love, but I run from it Want peace, but sometimes I don’t know what to do with it Bad habits… I know better So I gotta do better. [Verse 2] Sometimes pride got me silent when I should communicate I let little problems grow until they turn into weight Then I act like I’m surprised when somebody walks away Like I didn’t build the distance every step of the way I hold things inside, then explode when I’m full Apologize sincerely, then repeat what I did That’s a cycle I refuse to keep calling “just who I am” ‘Cause knowing where I’m broken means I gotta make a plan I ain’t blaming my past for the choices I make I can understand the scars without letting them dictate Maybe healing ain’t a straight line, maybe progress ain’t clean Maybe being better means confronting what I don’t wanna see So I’m learning how to pause, learning how to listen Learning love ain’t control, and trust ain’t submission Learning if I hurt somebody, I gotta own what I did Can’t ask for something real while refusing to give. [Bridge] I don’t wanna keep repeating What I already know I don’t wanna lose something real Just because I’m scared to grow If I fall, I’ll get back up If I fail, I’ll face it Old habits might be familiar But they don’t have to stay. [Hook] Bad habits, I know I got ‘em Keep saying I’ma change, then I’m right back at ‘em Bad habits, I can’t blame nobody Some of these choices got my fingerprints all on ‘em I want love, but I run from it Want peace, but sometimes I don’t know what to do with it Bad habits… I know better So I gotta do better. [Outro] Same man. Different choices. That’s the goal. A Million Made.
