[Intro] [Verse 1] When you were near before, nervous knock-kneed in my Nikes Couldn′t keep eye contact, cracked consonants, talkin′ spicy You just like an angel, dangerous, you entice me Skin so silky, shit, it split and slicked my psyche Floatin′ like a feather in a fucked-up frame Flicker in the filament, I’m fixed on the flame Wish I was special, not stressed, not shameful You so fuckin′ special that it’s painful [Chorus] But I′m a creep, I′m a freak, I′m a weirdo What the fuck am I doin′ here though? This ain′t my scene, this ain't my people I don′t belong here, I′m not your equal [Verse 2] I don′t care if it cuts, let it carve my control Carvin′ cold codes in the cracks of my soul I want a perfect body, I want a perfect goal I want a perfect plan and a back-up role I want you to notice every gap, every hole Every slip, every split-second spiral I scroll When I’m not around, when I’m ghost in the town When my name in your mouth, when you spit that sound You so fuckin′ special, it’s depressin′ as hell Got me stressin′, second guessin′ every cell of myself [Chorus] ′Cause I′m a creep, I’m a freak, I′m a weirdo What the fuck am I doin′ here though? This ain′t my lane, this ain′t my people I don′t belong here, I′m not your equal, nah-nah [Bridge] She’s runnin′ from the room, out the door full speed Heart thump, feet drum, she ignore my plead She run, run, run, like a record on repeat Like a glitch in the beat, like a skip in the heat Run [Verse 3] Whatever make you happy, I ain′t here to pretend Whatever that you chasin′, go and chase it to the end Whatever that you want, I won′t stand in your lane I′ll be standin′ in the shadows screamin′ “fuck this pain” You so fuckin′ special, it’s sick, it′s insane You a tongue-twistin′ toxin takin′ tolls on my brain You so fuckin′ special, got me bent, detrimental Wish I wasn′t this obsessed, so regretful [Chorus / Outro] But I′m a creep, I′m a freak, I′m a weirdo What the fuck am I doin′ here though? I don′t belong here, I′m not your equal I don′t belong here, I′m not your people I don′t belong here
