Blue Razz Lemonade Halo

[Instrumental Intro – loose electric piano chords, dusty drum loop, lazy bassline, slightly off-grid groove, late-night vibe] [Verse 1] Left a drink on the side, didn’t finish it Like everything else I get into and quit You said, “you alright?”—I said, “yeah, I’m fine” Same line I’ve been using my whole fucking life Mirror in the hall’s got a problem with me Shows a version I don’t really wanna be So I walk past quick like I didn’t see Like maybe it’ll forget what it thinks of me [Pre-Chorus] I laugh it off Like it’s a joke But it sticks around In my throat [Chorus] I don’t feel like much, if I’m honest Just a mess with a half-decent promise Keep saying I’ll change, but I won’t, yeah Same shit, different day, and I know it And I hate that I know what I’m doing But I still let myself keep screwing it If there’s something wrong, it’s me And I’m tired of pretending it’s not me [Instrumental – bass gets heavier, drums knock a bit harder, subtle vocal chops in background] [Verse 2] Got a habit of making it worse somehow Say too much or I don’t say it out loud Either way, it just ends the same With me finding a way to take the blame You ever feel like you’re just in the way? Like you show up wrong every single day Like there’s something missing you can’t replace And it’s written all over your stupid face [Pre-Chorus] I shrug it off Like I don’t care But it comes right back Yeah, it’s always there [Chorus] I don’t feel like much, if I’m honest Just a mess with a half-decent promise Keep saying I’ll change, but I won’t, yeah Same shit, different day, and I know it And I hate that I know what I’m doing But I still let myself keep screwing it If there’s something wrong, it’s me And I’m tired of pretending it’s not me [Instrumental Interlude – stripped back keys, filtered drums, vocal ad-libs echoing faintly] [Bridge] Maybe I’m just built like this Bit too much, but not enough to fix Every good thing I get my hands on I fuck it up, then I’m gone Not even sad, just fucking numb Like I’ve already come undone And I don’t need you to say it’s fine I know I’m a waste of time [Final Chorus] I don’t feel like much, if I’m honest Not enough to finish what I started Keep saying I’ll change, but I won’t, yeah Same shit, same me, and I own it And I laugh like it doesn’t kill me Like it’s nothing when it’s everything, really If there’s something wrong, it’s me And I’m tired, yeah, I’m tired of me [Outro] Left that drink where I couldn’t face it Like everything I don’t wanna say, I just leave it [Outro Instrumental – keys fade, bass lingers, tape noise + distant vocal hum]