[Verse 1] Alarm in the dark Floor’s cold Teeth ache Scroll till my eyes blur Call it a daybreak Energy drinks Same routine Dirty clothes Car seat Same view I’m stuck in rewind [Chorus] I’m just existing Breathing in Breathing out Clock on the wall keeps Wearing my seconds down There’s a heart in here But it’s barely insisting This isn’t living I’m just existing [Verse 2] Talk in the kitchen “How are you?” “I’m fine” Laugh at the right points Miss all the signs Dishes Blue light Sink and a screen glow Whole world in fast‑forward I’m stuck on slow [Chorus] I’m just existing Breathing in Breathing out Clock on the wall keeps Wearing my seconds down There’s a heart in here But it’s barely insisting This isn’t living I’m just existing [Bridge] When did I trade my dreams For quiet Careful days? When did “it’s okay” Start meaning “I’m afraid”? If I say it out loud Will something start shifting? I want more than this More than existing [Chorus] I’m just existing Breathing in Breathing out Clock on the wall keeps Wearing my seconds down There’s a heart in here And it’s finally insisting This can be living More than existing
