[Verse 1] The room felt smaller every night Like I was fading out of sight Breathing slow just to stay still Learning how to disappear Every second stretched too far Like I was stuck between where you are Tracing lines I couldn’t cross Trying not to feel the loss [Pre-Chorus] I stayed where it was safe to hide Even when it pulled me under Told myself I’d be alright But I was losing all my color [Chorus / Drop] I was stuck inside my head Where the silence pulled me down Every wall was closing in And I couldn’t make a sound But tonight I let it break Let it wash over me I don’t know where this goes But I’m finally free [Verse 2] The door was always right there I just never let it open Every step felt like a risk Like something I had stolen Now I’m standing in the dark But it doesn’t feel the same Even shaking where I am I can finally feel the change [Pre-Chorus 2] I called it comfort all this time But it never let me breathe I thought it was protecting me But it was burying me [Chorus / Drop] I was stuck inside my head Where the silence pulled me down Every word I couldn’t say Still echoes all around But tonight I let it break Heard my heartbeat underneath I don’t know where I belong But I’m finally me [Bridge / Breakdown] If I fall again, I’ll feel it Not the numbness I knew before If I break, at least it’s real And not what I was hiding for I don’t need to have control I don’t need to feel okay I just want to be alive Even if it hurts this way [Final Drop] I was lost inside myself In a place I couldn’t leave Every moment felt the same Like I forgot how to breathe But tonight I let it go Let it all begin again I don’t know what comes next But I’m finally in [Outro — soft / loopable] I was holding back my life Now I’m stepping into it I don’t know if I’ll be fine… But I’m not done with it
