So instead uh doin what I usually do, an makin up a buncha shit off the top uh my head, I figure I'm finna boutta do it true, and actually think it through, and write it out instead. So many times, shoulda thought about what I said but I just let it flow an get me in all kinds uh trouble, this I know. Usually only way to capture, the flow, is to natur---uhlly just let it go, freely completely deplete me uh excessive depressive energy, two ten pin split even with the precise spin on it be nearly impossible to hit that shit into a spare, defeated please have me control alt deleted i need to be mistreated at mistresses feet I kneel an bow my head, and do hereby swear, unwavering flavor savoring demeaning labor enabling undying humiliating loyalty an i don't care, bout nuthin else, no sense of self, no thoughts, no ihd, no ego, hollowed out and reformed into her perfect chastised not even fun sized obedient prize, objectified in her eyes, my need to be dehumanized needs to be emphasized, and this, this is my singular prayer. So now that I done gone an thrown all that out there, caged and stock-aided, key melted down, eternally bound, flaccid, eyes glassy, half lid, lil sassy, got me gridlocked, as i am remade. Gladly, not afraid, badly, need to be degrade-ed, thoughts caught and tossed out uh my head, I sleep in a dog cage at the foot of her bed, break me like bread, take me from behind like I'm fine wine, I am yours, I am thine. Whoa, this got real rill quick, useless dick, still got a few slick tricks with my tongue, aint hung but your worship your praises be sung, every minute, every day, man This boy turned into a toy, yours to destroy, perhaps in that, I would experience true joy. Not bein coy bein real, boot heel to my back as I sign the contract makin me, property, properly, how it oughta be... no more autonomy, no more identity, automatically, indentured to serve she, that so graciously, taken total control of me, thankfully, I surrender, I submit, I kneel at your feet, your goddess energy, divinity, I worship you fervently, this most definitely definitively completes me. Goddess give me purpose Mistress give me meaning My obscene ruthless Queen so great, So demeaning, ruthless and cruel, take all your hate, Out on me, openly humiliated, To serve you, is why I was created. This is what happens when I sit down and get time to really think when the paper and the ink, collide, my mind glide, to a dark place of desperation deep down inside, primal need, ravenous breed, ferally i plead, i beg, i whimper, i yearn, my heart burns, for you to be the sun around which my whole world turns, orbital rotation, oral fixation, i long to be your personal perfect perverted creation, oh goddess, mistress please use me like sugar daddy's credit card on vacation... Can't even complete a pathetic attempt at masturbation, violently stroking to no avail, orgasm deflation value depreciation, garbage pale, receptacle for anything you command, without hesitation, i obey your every demand. I....don't.....wanna.....think....anymore..... I just.....wanna be.....mistresses obedient....hore.. My place is down, down on the floor Begging for more More.... Begging.... For more...........
