Always running in circles I gave you some direction But you’re lying in my bed Never showing the affection Your ex killed your cats He kind of defined catastrophic So stuck in a daze Keep losing track of days You say that you’re different But repeat the same plays With my eyes wide open I can’t help but be amazed At all the time wasted But can’t compare you to my exes Life opens up a door But you’re only seeking exits And you put me in this hell bitch Here’s another lecture Complain about my ex And all yours you’re steady texting Wearing that fucking bracelet Guess you left your heart in Texas You love to play pretend Can’t fucking heal When I’m always on the mend And you stay stuck on defend And guess when you left That you thought that you would win Treat me like dirt Nothing but dust in the wind And if you think it’s what you lack It’s what you don’t comprehend You tried to make your mark But my spit erases pen Tired of all of the why when where’s You think I don’t know where you’ve been Yea, been with buku Think you can compare me to them But I guess you made a decision A mind filled with derision hard to see through thank god for x ray vision stuck on static need to fix the tele-vision And play the cards I was dealt You made friends with your demons But I know mine are here to help Go pray to a god I believe in myself And if he does exist He only helps Who helps themselves If down to the last dime If I were you I would blow that You’re so misunderstood So far from the ordinary You thinking you’re playing mines When you’re just the canary Of course the futures looking bleak When you want to make a dare with me But can’t even keep a word Get mad if I lash out When it’s less than you deserve And I’m just your plan b If this is just a game When does the fun begin Why do you want to see the beach When you’re blocking out my sun And if you like to lie to me It’s better if you run And sure the money was wasted But it’s the time spent I’ll never get back So vulnerable thank god for your mercy Won’t bury you alive smile And convince the jury Don’t pay attention to list How you going to fuck With the man who slit a wrist Just on a whim Think I care who goes from the throat You think that you can lie But can you convince the GOAT Or am I bringing school back to session Just more wasted time They won’t ever learn their lesson Life is a gift Maybe recognize your blessing If you’re looking for a savior Why self sabotage Life is what you make it Or is it just a mirage