[Verse 1] Thought I had control Knew it all Chasing every high Losing track of every line Woke up to a ceiling Sterile light and plastic in my veins “What have I become?” "What have I done?" Echoed louder than the pain [Pre-Chorus] Family and friends I had failed Flashed like broken film I was so arrogant So small In a life so excessive [Chorus] Then I said “Jesus” like a last breath Not a slogan It was life or death All the running in my chest went quiet Like a whisper in a riot You didn’t meet me with the wrath I earned You wrapped my wreckage in a love I’d burned On that hospital bed In the cold white light Jesus You turned my grave into a night sky [Verse 2] I saw who I was turning into And the ones I dragged along that road All the trust I pawned for moments All the hearts I left broken But Your mercy didn’t flinch Didn’t look away from what I’d done You just sat beside my failure Like a Father with His son (yeah) [Pre-Chorus] I laid down what was killing me Shook and sobbed But I let it go And something holy filled the room A gentle healing in my soul [Chorus] I said “Jesus” like a last breath Not a slogan It was life or death All the running in my chest went quiet Like a whisper in a riot You didn’t meet me with the wrath I earned You wrapped my wreckage in a love I’d burned On that hospital bed In the cold white light Jesus You turned my grave into life [Bridge] Now I’m breathing But it’s Your breath New heart beating Where there was death Holy Spirit Teaching me to stay Step by step now Grace in every day (oh) [Chorus] So I say “Jesus” with my whole breath From the valley to the very edge When I’m tempted to relapse You speak peace and my soul falls quiet You don’t leave me where the darkness was You keep filling up the cracks with love From a hospital bed to a redeemed life Jesus You turned my grave into life
