Please Heal Me

I want to be selfish I have endured too much pain I want to say no more I want to experience the silver lining Please heal me I don't want to hurt I'm a butterfly burning in hell There's no paradise for me Though I want to dream in my emotional exhaustion I have to be strong To pointlessly wander in the labyrinth of suffering Each day, another fight to breathe Each night, feeling like perishing I'm a shadow that lacks a soul I'm a dark flower that is cursed to be intoxicated by pain Nightfall comes, bringing despair Sunrise arrives, resurrecting me to feel more cruelty Please heal me, I want to smile Please heal me, I want to love Please heal me, I want to find my lost reflection in the smoked glass Please heal me, I want to be treated as a princess Though I'm a prisoner to my own heartbeat I can't smile, it hurts I can only cry, it's only natural, for the forest of thorns hides underneath my skin Please heal me, give me a kiss Please heal me, hug me Please heal me, I want to find peace Please heal me, I want to be synchronized with liberty Don't want to wilt away for eternity Please grant me this selfish wish I want to find happiness, before my time is up I don't want to be a flower caught in an eternal storm Hurt is inevitably Healing is not an impossibility Though it seems far away I want to break the chains that bind me to yesterday The moments of darkness Are carved in my pulse I'm a tragic heroine that has to smile Ruin only follows The endless moments of pain Will be worth it, if I get to smile Before I become a shooting star And vanish from this life The awaited moment has arrived When I become a raindrop that embraces the gifts of life The closed doors are sealed away The gates of happiness I want to open I'm a shadow butterfly that wants to return to the realm of light