[Verse 1] I been moving like a ghost Through my own front door Half my smile on pause Spilling crumbs on the floor I fake a laugh so clean You almost call it fine But the mirror knows me best I don't look that alive [Pre-Chorus] I keep saying I'm okay Like that makes it true But the ache in my chest Has a name for you [Chorus] Don't remember the last time That I pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness I keep it right behind my ribs Don't remember the last time That I pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness Maybe tonight I let it in [Verse 2] I make plans I don't keep Leave the light on low Fold my dreams in a drawer Where the cold winds blow Your name hits like rain On a windowpane Makes the whole room move In a different way [Pre-Chorus] I keep saying I'm okay Like that makes it true But the ache in my chest Has a name for you [Chorus] Don't remember the last time That I pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness I keep it right behind my ribs Don't remember the last time That I pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness Maybe tonight I let it in [Bridge] If I run too far I might find my way If I reach right now I might not decay So I open my hands Let the fear fall through One small step at a time I come back to you [Final Chorus] Don't remember the last time That I pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness I keep it right behind my ribs Don't remember the last time That I pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness Maybe tonight I let it in Pursued for happiness Pursued for happiness Maybe tonight I let it in
