Nice Girl$yndrome

they say that too much empathy is hurting me wishing i could get what i deserve you see im too nice maybe shoulda been more rebellious but i cant turn on people close to me thats why its hard for me to find my peace its too many people trying to piece up my life instead of leaving pieces behind in hindsight shoulda turned a blind eye thinking what my life would be like if i just closed my eyes i got too much empathy cuz ive seen your bad side before yeh no need to villainize i recognize your lies and i wish i didnt care but i but i do what a shame what a shame yeah they say that im too good but i feel like my times up i did what i could and it still wasnt good enough i would if i could if i could then i would if i could then i would these haters see a loving genuine human with a big heart then tear it out when you least expect it being too nice feel like a disadvantage they take advantage even if youre damaged am i being too nice too nice am i when i open the door for you im keeping it peaceful just take the blessings you get and dont get up on your ego the seed i planted was pure sometimes think i made a mistake when i gave them all my heart they talking about its time im always hearing them lies i know you just want my body yeh you want the body destroy my my mind you know i gotta keep it mine my my sanity you cant get nothing inside cuz you just play with my time another waste of a time its just another lil lesson another call from time calling fore a lil blessing now boundaries are a messin i always feel it in my chest and i let it go for my pleasure thinking its for the best id let it go for my prudence cuz its who i am yeah they say that im too good but i feel like my times up i did what i could and it still wasnt good enough i would if i could if i could then i would if i could then i would