[Chorus] You look for me — as I yell from my hiding place... You may have my voice… but never, Never my face. My body — Is felt by those who think they are close... You dream of me — But only the me you invented. No one will ever truly know me. I will die with myself. The more I show — the less you look. --- [Verse 1] They see my smile. The one I trained so well. The one they say could never hold grief. They tell me I would not understand — That their sorrow is out of my reach. So I nod — and smile through my pain. I am sorry. I am. I really am! I am so f*cking sorry, to give you my hurt." But I needed! I needed a place To store my tears. My body! My body just... It does not. It does not know how to feel. --- [Verse 2] I find myself broken — Shattered — Gripping the hammer With both hands — as I choke on the ash. I just wanted love. But I became — I became the monster instead! The pieces… They cannot be put back. I do not even know Which ones are mine. I cannot. I will not accept your love. For how could anyone truly love What I refuse to show? I imagine your smiles — As you shovel the dirt onto my blurred face. When your monster is finally dead! Will you see? Will you finally see what I was trying to tell you? Or will you forget me instead?! --- [Finale] You do not need to look for me. Not now. Not after. I never gave you the chance. Just know — I will keep smiling As my screams —Turn to dust!
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