Disappear

Everything I do grinding like I choose to, never losing to something I could lose to, Forget about what I use to, doing things I wish I could undo, Focused on my unclears, Looking in a mirror, wishing the old can appear, It’s Fatal drop, into tears, And I just wanna disappear, Can I just disappear? Disappear, Disappear into nothingness. What’s life if I can’t disappear? If I can’t focus on my life here. I just gotta know if this is real. Cause I wanna disappear. So let me disappear. Most night it’s got me like disappearing twice, never thinking on da wise, sipping wine from da bottom of my cries, losing time wishing it could rewind, for da heart of mine, taking demons on my side, while angels are da bad guys, and I wish I could turn back time, to da good o times, where I use to laugh and have fun, never thinking this was all done, now the dramas taking all the fun, and I forget about what has been done, Can I just disappear? Disappear, Disappear into nothingness. What’s life if I can’t disappear? If I can’t focus on my life here. I just gotta know if this is real. Cause I wanna disappear. So let me disappear. Can I just disappear? Disappear, Disappear into nothingness. What’s life if I can’t disappear? If I can’t focus on my life here. I just gotta know if this is real. Cause I wanna disappear. So let me disappear. Everything I do grinding like I choose to, never losing to something I could lose to, Forget about what I use to, doing things I wish I could undo, Focused on my unclears, Looking in a mirror, wishing the old can appear, It’s Fatal drop, into tears, And I just wanna disappear, Can I just disappear? Disappear, Disappear into nothingness. What’s life if I can’t disappear? If I can’t focus on my life here. I just gotta know if this is real. Cause I wanna disappear. So let me disappear. Yeah let me disappear, I don’t wanna be near, I don’t wanna be here, Forget about me here, leave me alone in da curbside, so I can think bout da lies, drowning in my cries, sipping with every single cry, sayin my dedication dies, until hope comes into my life, killing all da lies, so I can live a good life, but sometimes I just wanna die, Everything I do grinding like I choose to, never losing to something I could lose to, Forget about what I use to, doing things I wish I could undo, Focused on my unclears, Looking in a mirror, wishing the old can appear, It’s Fatal drop, into tears, And I just wanna disappear, Can I just disappear? Disappear, Disappear into nothingness. What’s life if I can’t disappear? If I can’t focus on my life here. I just gotta know if this is real. Cause I wanna disappear. So let me disappear. Yeah just let me disappear, disappear