[Intro] Dry-swallowed pills Lit up on the steps Smoked down to the filter Then lit the next [Pre-Chorus] I let the cigarette go cold And couldn't meet its eyes I hated every word it said And knew that it was right [Chorus] Now it’s here The hand I never thought would find me Close enough to turn me into dust behind me, a monster [Verse 2] The rain came down It came down and down I held my hands out And watched it run through I wanted nothing To disappear I closed my hands And nothing was there [Pre-Chorus] I begged the dark to spare me I made my shrine of doubt But the more I tried to bury it The more it clawed out!! [Chorus] Now it’s here The hand I never thought would find me Close enough to turn me into dust behind me, a monster [Bridge] I can hear it in the pipes I can see it in the stain Every thought I made a prison Every prayer became a chain If I let it live in silence Maybe it would fade away But I made a home for nothing And now nothing wants to stay [Chorus] Now it’s here, we’re here and I never thought it would find me Close enough to turn me into dust behind me, a monster, a monster
