Perhaps, I Suppose

[Verse] The days they go even slower it seems I'm only at peace, at peace in my dreams But dreams won't come because I can't sleep I lay awake for hours with this pain that runs deep [Chorus] I say I love you but actually I don't I want to tell you and we both know I won't But which is worse, no love or alone? A glutton for punishment perhaps, I suppose [Verse 2] I write letters in my head that I'll never send I'm hiding all my words just to avoid the end I smile a lie and promise you forever But I'd rather be anything than together [Chorus] [Bridge] Just maybe, maybe, I'll figure this out But honestly, probably I won't But maybe, someday, I'll figure this out Just honestly, truly I hope not [Chorus] [emotional bridge] But maybe, someday, I'll figure this out Just honestly, truly I hope not [more emotional, aggressive] Just maybe, maybe, I'll figure this out But honestly, probably [screaming] I won't [Screaming Chorus] [soft whisper bridge]